A Bone Please!

Seriously God.. think you can throw me a bone here?!  Just one.  I don't think that's a lot to ask for!  So here I am.. my period is 5 days late.  The ONE time I'd like to see my period.. and I don't.  Big deal.. so I'm 5 days late, right?  Only that it throws my next transfer date off.  I had it planned for around March 20th, the day before Jeremy and I leave for Indy.  If it comes now or in a few days, I'll have stay home and do the transfer while Jeremy is out of town in Indy.  Which means I'll have to somehow find a way to give myself my shots.  If it's come even later than that, it interferes with a girls' weekend that I have planned for the first of April.  This morning I had to call the pharmacy and tell them to hold my presciption that was scheduled for delivery.  Progesterone has only a 30 day shelf life so I have to time it so that it doesn't expire before I use all of it. 

Why am I late??  The only time I've EVER been late was once.. and I was pregnant.  And I knew I was pregnant when I was ONE day late because I'm NEVER late!  Ever!  Of course the one time I need my period to show.. it doesn't.  I get it God.. you're AGAIN trying to teach me a lesson that I'm not in control of this.  I GET IT ALREADY!  When will you get that it doesn't matter how many times you show me I'm not in control.. I'll still try to control it.  You know I'm a Raborn.. and you know we are hard headed.  You can try to keep teaching me.. but I won't learn!  Seriously though.. I need this checklist.  It's the one thing I grasp on to because it's the only thing I have.